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Wednesday, August 31, 2011

I Shouldn't Have Missed.......

Here is a diary which written by one of my friend...... It was an awesome trip which I shouldn't have missed.. Totally regret about this..But all I can do now is sitting and reading all everything that have happened to them during this trip.... Actually I have another one diary from another one friend... But I prefer this one just because the first one is pretty long....... Here you can enjoy reading with me........... 
                                                           

                                         THORK FAMILY HAPPY TRIP


It was almost noon and we still sit in the car on our way to find a good affordable guesthouse to stay a night. "Hey, how about this Peace Guesthouse?" Duck asked. "It looks okay, lets go ask the price" somebody replied. After asking the receptionist, we decided to check-in straight away as it was only $15 per night. We booked three rooms for all of us, room number 104, 105, 106. "Hey, the ladies should stay in the middle room, let us guys stay besides you :P" Theara said. "Alright, works for me!" I replied. Dropping our bags on the floor, doing our business in the restroom and getting ready to go buy some food at the market. "Crackkk!!" A moment later, there was a noise came from room 106. "What's that noise? What happened?" Leak asked. "The mirror dropped, and it's broken into pieces" Theara replied. "Oh snap! Breaking the mirror is never a good thing!!" I thought to myself but I didn't say anything, just hope everything will be just fine. Yeah everything will be fine.

Why my belly feels funny? I felt like something inside my stomach is having a little party with his friends and they make a lot of noise. No, nothing was in my stomach nor was there any party, it was a sign of me being hungry. I NEED lunch. I usually eat a lot at home; like day before the trip, I had two sandwiches and a plate of fried rice for breakfast :D But on a trip like this I shouldn't eat too much because I may end up needing to go to toilet. Anyways, we bought some fish, shrimps and small octopuses, all we need to do now is taking those to a small cook store to cook our food. While we were waiting for our food, there were two matured women having an orally fight with each other. Their voices were very loud, yelling to each other, it was too loud to understand what they were yelling about. So annoying -.-. I wanted to walk away because I really hate people fighting but I need my food to be done so all I could do was just ignore them.

Finally, we got our food for lunch. Yay? Lol :D We headed to the beach straight away after leaving the market. The view at the beach wasn't so nice as it was a little crowded, no not a little, we almost couldn't find a place to sit. But we did find one cottage to rent and you know what that means. EATING TIME :D There is a saying that "when you are very hungry, everything in your mouth tastes like paradise food" Haha It wasn't food from paradise as a matter of fact but it tasted quite delicious. "Can I have a little more of rice please?" requested by Yok. As I remember, it was like the 3rd plate already that he ate. Why skinny people eat more rice than food? No idea. Everybody ate so fast; especially, MEN and yes it is definitely including Tin Kolmen, one of the best eater in T-Family. Ever. We ate until there were no more food left. Of course, we kept some for Ee bech and Chakrya who were on their way by bus heading to meet us. No worries you two :P

Everybody was sleepy after being tired of eating Lol :P I was sleepy too, so I put my headset on and turned on my music playlist in my phone. We took a nap a little while until we decided to go change in order to swim and feel the big wave in the sea. After we've changed, I went to Cheata's place and asked her if she wanna go swim with, but she was still busy eating with her parents Lol so me and Srey Leak ran straight forward to the sea. Being in water and playing with the wave was really fun..! Until I figured out that my pants can see through -.- Oh crap! what am I gonna do? There're lots of guys around here. Luckily, my shirt was long enough to hide the area that guys aren't supposed to see :D All the guys came.. along with Cheata later on, we enjoyed playing with the big wave and the sand for about an hour until it's getting colder and colder so we decided to go back and change. We went back to the guesthouse and que up for getting bath. "Knock knock!" mmh.. who's knocking the door?. Ah Leak opened the door and THEY ARE HERE!! haha Yes,  it was Chakrya and Ee bech. They can finally make it and i'm so happy to see them :) Now we all can have a real rock'n roll party tonight! I lied. It's not going to be that rock'n roll, we'll just make some barbeque and joke around and take PICTURES! :D So it will be a lot of fun.

Chakrya was shaking because of hungriness, she didn't eat anything on the bus since noon. And the food that we kept for her was stolen by some bad kids there. Mmh damn it! So we hurried stew the beef that was made by Duck's grandma to make barbeque. Chakrya and Ee bech can finally eat and the beef of grandma was sooo tasty!! What did she put in the beef? I wondered. Everybody was having a good time, making fun of each other while eating and drinking at the same time was really fun along with the most delicious beef stewed I've ever eaten!






"Yes, mom I will take care of myself, don't worry! Oh there are 6 girls in total. [...] Alright, bye mom!" My mom called and reminded me a lot of things; especially, to watch out my properties. After talking to my mom, I put my phone back in my bag and walked back to where the barbeque was. With their small lamps, people started walking to the beach to look for baby crabs to say hi, but we couldn't find any of them since it was raining all day so the crabs probably won't come out. Everybody was having fun taking a lot of pictures of each other with a very nice camera of Gant while I was alone grilling the left small octopuses at our rented cottage until we wanted to go back to the guesthouse to do some other fun activities.

Oh my, why my bag is not as heavy as before? And why is it unzipped? I hurried put my hand in the bag and check. I realized that my phone wasn't in there. Did I just lose my phone? Oh no, this can't be happening! Everyone helped searching for it everywhere; at the beach, under the table and even in the trash. We couldn't find it, my phone was really gone. How am I going to tell my mom, she just reminded me a moment ago to watch out my properties. Scary thoughts came into my mind, things that I don't want to happen, happened. I was really upset thinking of how I am going to live my daily routine without my phone. My phone is like my best friend, we do pretty much everything and go everywhere together. We watch Youtube together, Facebook together and we even sleep together. Losing him is like losing something very important in my life. It's sad, very sad. It's like watching a Korean drama that the main actor has to die at the end or has to go to the place far far away from the main actress and never come back. That was how I felt at that moment :'(

After giving up searching for my phone, we got back to the guesthouse though I was still very upset. I took off my clothes and put on my pajama. We planned to talk about either funny stories or ghost stories until midnight because we thought that the chances of us spending a night together is rare so we didn't want to sleep and waste it. But we didn't even get to talk about any stories yet because Srey Leak got a stomach pain, I don't know if it was abdominal pain or whatsoever but she looked very serious! She couldn't even walk out off the toilet. She crawled out like a tired dog and didn't say a word. First, I thought she was just joking around and I asked if she was okay. Without a word came out from her mouth, she faced down and wrapped her arms around her tummy. I looked at her face and it was pale like a dead chicken. "This can't be good" I thought to myself and hurried to guys room to ask if they have some medicine to release her pain. "What kind of pain does she have? Diarrhea or what? Give this medicine to her, it's very effective even for explosive diarrhea." Duck said with a smiley face because he thought that it wouldn't be so serious. "I don't know exactly the pain is since she didn't say a word, I know only that her stomach is in pain. Go take a look at her with me!" I said to Duck. Everybody started going to my room and Leak was still lying on the floor. I started to feel scared thinking of what to do to make her alright. Cheata, a medical student, passed a pack of medicine to me while I was applying Preng Kjol on ah Leak's tummy. I think that medicine maybe belonged to Ee bech. Having no time, I unwrapped the medicine (Specma) and mixed it with water in a plastic cup. It was hard until I could finally make ah Leak drink the medicine. She was still unconscious and wasn't getting any better. We decided to take her to a closest clinic since the medicine didn't seem to help. Ah Vin carried her at first but she couldn't bare with ah Leak's heavy body, so ah Leak was being dropped on me. Bong Japan came and carried her to Tuk Tuk. Only Cheata, Ee bech, Duck and Hong went to accompany ah Leak at the clinic; the rest stayed at the guesthouse.

Why only bad things happened to us? First, I lost my best friend (my phone) and now my real friend is unconscious at a clinic? I didn't want to think about any weirdo superstition but in a situation like that, it just came into my mind automatically. My whole body was a little numb, my hands were cold and I started to have goosebumps all over my body thinking about "spirits". Remember the breaking mirror in room 106 this morning? It could be a sign telling us that bad things would possibly happen. Theara went to his room and did a little pray along with some chips for his room's spirit asking for ah Leak to get better and apologize if we ever did/say something wrong unintentionally. Chakry, ah Vin, and me went downstairs to buy cookie and water at a mini mart to do the same thing as Theara did but in the girl's room (105). We met Theara on the way to room 106. All of us 4 people put our hands together and start praying, Theara was the one who did the speaking, the rest just listen and Sompeas. While we were praying, I was really scared. I don't know if I got too scared but I felt like somebody was watching over us with angry expression. I didn't say a word and tried to think of something else because I really wanted to snap out of it! We done with the praying and we couldn't stay in that room because I guess not only me who scared, the other 3 might felt the same so we went to G Chay's room (104) instead.

Everyone in room 104 was playing card -.- Why they really like playing card? It doesn't even look fun! To me, playing card is just like people sitting in circle spending time looking at the symbols of the deck and decide which symbol should go attack the other player. Chakrya and I don't like playing card at all so we tried to find something else to do. Tin Kolmen suggested us to watch movie from his laptop and none of the movies in his laptop seemed to be interesting, he even wanted us to watch ghost movie! Jesus -.- We didn't know what to do and got bored so we decided to go back in our room (105). The spirit probably finished the cookie already by now, I thought to myself. But the feeling of being scared didn't go away yet so we asked Theara to go accompany us. But when we got into the room, Theara wasn't the one who accompanied us, it was the other way around. He said that he would just lay down somewhere on the bed and watch TV together, but he suddenly fell asleep right after he lay down. Oh well, there was nothing we could do but sleep for a little while.

It was midnight when they came back. Ee bech, Cheata, Duck and Hong came into our room along with the patient (ah leak). Ah Leak looked a little better, not as pale as before and that's a good thing. The doctor said that she got food sick and told her to be more careful before putting anything into her mouth. I felt relieved when I saw them back in our room and the scary feelings of mine went away too. She had some porridge before bed to gain back some energy after had been vomiting at the clinic. Everyone got on the bed and we still didn't want to waste our night together so Ee bech called Theara to come back to talk about ghost stories. Ee bech and Theara's stories were pretty scary. Trust me, you don't wanna know about it. But with five people around me, I didn't feel that scared as I was when ah Leak was unconscious. It was getting late and the stories got scarier so we decided to sleep right after Theara went back to his room. When I was about to fall into a deep sleep, I heard crying voice of a kid came from the outside and I wondered whose kid would that be crying in the middle of the night. I didn't notice anything, just went back to my sleep.

Six people sharing two small beds was quite interesting experience. I couldn't even move left to right, right to left, all I could do was just sleep still like a chopstick Lol I think I heard some strange noise came from my right, sounded like two metal things touching each other. I opened my sleepy eyes and saw Ee bech sleeping with her head turning to me. The noise probably came from her mouth, Lol yes she was grinding her teeth. Haha she never told me that she has a sleeping disorder before. It's pretty funny. I went back to sleep and the next thing I know was the new day has started already. When I woke up, I asked if anybody did hear a crying voice of a kid last night but nobody seemed to know what I was talking about. I started to feel nervous again. Why was I the only one who heard it? Was I dreamy? I hope I was really dreamy.

After having breakfast at Phsar Ler, we wanted to go take pictures at the new bridge that was just built but we weren't allowed to go inside and it was raining hard too, so we decided to go have lunch at Pich Nil and go visit Ampe Phnom on the way instead. We didn't do anything much at Ampe Phnom but just take pictures at the RomYol Bridge. And we headed straight back to Phnom Penh right after that.

Mmh, what should I say about this trip when it comes to conclusion? I guess I have to be more careful next time I go on a trip with friends. And never bring expensive phones or any kind of properties (even expensive shoes) along with me. Plus, never want to talk about ghost stories at night. Well, lesson's learned, I will not make such things happen again. Thanks for reading, have a nice day!

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Is It Wrong To Love Someone?????? ស្រលាញ់មនុស្សម្នាក់ខុសដែល??

Another Favorite Song, sung By Cambodian Singer, NIKO.. I did post an English subtitle below this video which you all can sing follow him... It's not a nice translation lyrics comparing to the original Khmer song, but it's acceptable, i guess..:D



I. Cause I scare to lose, so I don't say " I Love You ". Never knew you will hate or change even a friend, but today I really can't control my mind to tell you.... tell you that I'm falling into you..

II. Do you angry or hate me? Why you finish like that? I'm lonely, my heart break, sitting and drop my tear. I knew it's not gonna work, but it's hurt to fall in love, left my tear with a big pain in my heart......

III. Where are you now I am crying? Sad feeling because of you... No more feeling in my heart.. I am a stupid person. Does it wrong only love you? Why you still don't understand? is it wrong to love someone like you???
Sing II, III, III
*** If it's wrong to love you, I am sorry

Friday, August 26, 2011

TELL ME WHY????

WHY?



In my dreams, Children sing
A song of love for every boy and girl
The sky is blue, the fields are green
And laughter is the language of the world
Then I wake and all I see is a world full of people in need

Tell me why,(why) does it have to be like this
Tell me why, (why) is there something I have missed
Tell me why, (why) cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why

Every day, I ask myself
what will I have to do to be a man
Do I have, to stand and fight
To prove to everybody who I am
Is that what my life is for?
To waste in a world full of war

Tell me why, (why) does it have to be like this
Tell me why, (why) is there something I have missed
Tell me why,(why) cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why (Tell me why)
Tell me why (Tell me why)
Tell me why (Tell me why)
Just tell me why (why, why, why)

Tell me why, (why) does it have to be like this
Tell me why, (why) is there something I have missed
Tell me why, (why) cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why (Why why, does the tigers run?)
Tell me why (Why why, do we shoot the gun?)
Tell me why (Why why, do we never learn?)
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
Can someone tell us why we let the forests burn

(why why do we say we care?) tell me why
(why why do we stand and stare?) tell me why
(why why do the dolphins cry?) tell me why
can someone tell us why we let the ocean die

(why why if we're all the same?) tell me why
(why why do we pass the blame?) tell me why
(why why does it never end?)
can someone tell us why we cannot just be friends

(why why do we close our eyes?)
(why why do we really lie?)
(why why do we fight for land?)
can someone tell us why cause we don't understand

why why?

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Back to my HOMETOWN.. A REAL LIFE's Journey

It's now 8:23am and I'm now writing this note while I am now sitting on the bus on the way back to my hometown.. Feel pretty lonely sitting next to people we don't really recognize and every times we see each other, we just only smile.... Got up at 6:30am, I totally felt dizzy and then I rushed in doing my morning job( I learn this expression from my USA friend ) because the bus will be leave at 7:00am... Gosh... What's a rush! I was just forgot to put the alarm clock to wake me up... Alright, I arrived at the bus station while the bus was about to leave Phnom Penh, the capital city of Cambodia, to my hometown. There have no much changing on the way back home... What I'm seeing is just like what I used to see.. The green color of RICES field, many trees row along the road especially the most beautiful view of the field with so many palm trees and mountains.. I'm starting to open the window and try to absorb the natural wind which I rarely do it. The field view with the natural wind are truly make me feel so relax.. Ah I'm now arriving on the first bridge in the middle way... I notice that the water is raising up.. And its flowing speed is truly fast........ I'm starting to think back to the last 3 years which it was flooded... Everything were destroyed... The houses, pagodas, field, and everything...! Suddenly, the driver turn on the radio with the news channel.... What's a relief! They said that the water is now decrease... I don't really worry now.... I truly enjoy with the nature.. I am right now feel like I'm lacking of something to fulfill my happiness. Ah.... Music... I don't care whether the driver turn on or off the radio. I want to listen to my favorite songs. Here I am! Where is my headset? I'm looking round and round in my bag. But still I couldn't find it... Where is it? I whispered.. Where the hell is it ? I keep saying those words..! Goshhhh.. It's in my pocket... I found it now and I am now closing my eyes with my favorites songssss.....

My writing was ended up here when I fell into a sleep... I really didn't know when did I sleep?????? It's now 9am. And i am now just waking up from my sleep...:D Also, I am now trying to continue my writing here to finish it... I am now almost arriving my hometown.. And I'd like to end this writing up right now... This is truly make me feel such a big relax once I back to my hometown.... Will keep updating for you..! Enjoy..!

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

ANGKOR WAT, CAMBODIA, THE KINGDOM OF WONDER

The Angkor Wat temple is a collection of more than 100 temples at Angkor, Cambodia. It is the one of the most religious and spiritual places in the world with stunning and gorgeous architecture.


This ancient temple belongs to the age of Khmer Empire, built for King Suryavarman II in the early 12th century as his state temple and capital city. It is the largest and best preserved significant temple of Hindus dedicated to Lord Vishnu.
The Angkor Wat Temple has two basic plans of Khmer temple architecture. They are the temple mountain and the galleried temples. This temple is designed to represent Mount Meru which is the home of the gods in Hindu mythology. There are three rectangular galleries, each raised above the next. A quincunx of towers stands at the centre of the temple. The designs are made from sandstone with bricks to create extraordinary art work. Being oriented to the west, the temple is admired for its grandeur and harmony of the architecture, its extensive bas-reliefs and numerous devatas adorning its walls. The whole city of Angkor has declared as the UNESCO world Heritage site in 1992.


Location
The Angkor Wat Temple is situated at 6 km from the north of the Siemreab town, in the northwestern Cambodia, Southeast Asia.


Historical Importance
Angkor Wat temple was built in 12th century between 802 and 1220 AD by Khmer civilization for Suryavarman II King. The temple was earlier known as the Vrah, Vishnulok after the presiding deity.  The place of Angkor was sacked by the Chams, the traditional enemies of the Khmer in 1177. Later, the empire was restored by a new king, Jayavarman VII, who established a new capital and state temple called the Angkor Thom and the Bayon respectively a few kilometres to the north.

Between 14th and 15th century, the temple was converted to Theravada Buddhist use which remains the same till today.  In 16th century the Angkor Wat temple was neglected and its moat also provided some protection from encroachment by the jungle. By this time the temple was known as Preah Pisnulok. The modern name, Angkor means "City Temple". One of the first Western visitors to the temple was Antonio da Magdalena, a Portuguese monk who visited the temple in 1586. The Angkor temple was brought to the world’s attention by the French explorer Henri Mouhot in 1860.

Nearby Attractions
Bakheng Hill

Close to Angkor Wat lies the Bakeng Hill which is meant to resemble Mount Meru, the center of the earth in the Hindu cosmology. It is a great spot for sunrise or sunset viewing and becomes heavily crowded in high season.
Bayon 
The Bayon is the centerpiece of the larger Angkor Thom city, and it has classic carved faces. It is a Buddhist temple built under the reign of prolific Jayavarman VII. As the temple was built atop a previous Hindu site, it adheres to Hindu cosmology.
Vimean Akhar
The "Palace of Air" or Vimean Akhar is a royal place built by three successive kings, Jayavarman II and V as well as Suryavarman I, over a period of time from 944 to 1045. This Hindu temple is dedicated to Shiva and is some 12m (40 feet) high with three levels. Each of the three levels represents one of the kings who helped build it.

Terrace of the Leper King
Built by Jayavarman, the terrace of the Leper King is the northern half of a long north-south shelf which was used as a main viewing stage for the king and his entourage to watch elaborate shows in the open area out front.

Elephant Terrace 

This terrace is situated to the south end Leper King Terrace and has elaborate designs of elephants, whose trunks make decorative columns.
Preah Khan 

Built by Jayavarman VII in 1191, it is referred as the Sacred Sword. It is believed that this was where Jayavarman called home during the building of the Bayon.













Ta Prohm 

This temple is located in the jungle foliage. Ta Prohm is a favorite place covered with the Khmer Spoong tree which is something like a banyan tree.


Ta Kaeo

Ta Kaeo temple was never completed and according to the legend, the temple was struck by lightning during its construction, and all work was abandoned at a stage where the main structure was complete, but no adornment had been added.


Banteay Kdei 

It is the first temple built by Jayavarman VII in 1181, just opposite the large Sra Serang Reservoir, a lovely lily pond that is 300 by 700m and surrounded by sandstone steps of Khmer Vintage.







                       ANGKOR WAT, CAMBODIA
Visit Cambodia, you will find out what is the REAL happiness...:)

Monday, August 1, 2011

" The Journey of My Life "



Life is not really easy as some people said. Once you decided to walk on it, you have to have such a high responsibility. My life is now more harder than I used to imagine..... I have chosen a way to walk which I always thought that I can accurately handle it. I seemed to be so confident on my first decision. I always told myself that I could do it no matter what. Time walk fast damn fast. From year to year, I started to see so many things run into my life. Not  only a happy things involved into my life , but also a lot of awful things that I never expected to happen happened step by step. I don't know where I get an envy feeling from. I envy my friends every times I saw them successful. I of course feel so happy once I see them smile, but those happiness started to ask me WHY? Why they can, but I can't. I asked myself every time I saw them successful. It might be thousand, ten thousand or might be million times already that I have asked myself with the same question. Reading one note of my best High School friend,  "Moments of mine/ 3 things 2 say through 1 word TCMF" has made me find a true answer of those uncountable Questions in my life....He tried pretty hard in his life's path. Back to myself, I truly do nothing important for my life. I was suddenly feel like I was just a useless person. Truly, I was just lacking of TRYING. I am now speechless on how to captain my ship.... I know my own destination, but I really don't know how to reach it. I told myself uncountable time to keep trying till the end of my life, but those weaknesses keep pushing me down and down....... My life is now getting stuck in the middle way..... I don't know what to do, where to go, how to solve, and when I reach my real dream.... I have just stepped to a half step of my life... My real journey is not really happen yet.... My life right now is just a fake journey to always make me less of confident. And now I started to know that my roots are truly weak......What I can do now is hoping once day I can see my real smile from my real HEART <3.....