天晴-----FINE

如果说结果和你想象中的感觉是一样我愿意让所有的错误都发生在我身上买一支冰激凌

坐下品尝这是我们曾经都喜欢的大众浪漫却发现味道已经变了模样雨后彩虹一直在心里

隐藏我会不弃不离一直都喜欢着你是上天注定我的手心不能没有了你这样需要勇气你微

笑就是动力希望你知道明天过了就会看到转机玻璃橱窗里还挂着你喜欢的那套婚纱外边

的行人来来往往还是那么昭彰其实一切都是那么简单只要你喜欢不管外面的世界怎样为

什么现在不像以前那样只有你明白我心里的想法..............

我天晴了!

I Just Realized

Since i left my high school, i always thought that nothing such a big deal for our friendship... i can keep contact my friends easily bcoz we have each other phone number, internet.. Though we just text them a call or even a message then we 'll hang out with each other easily. But since i've separated from them, i just realized that everything are not as the same as i've been expected... Everything changing immediately....I used to think that they gonna keep contact us as we did but it was totally wrong... No matter how hard we were trying, all of the activities that we did together in high school cant even back to the same.... Talk till this point, i just take a look to a glass.. If it really break, though we cannot glue it to be the same... Just like our friendship... Since we have already separated from each other, though nothing gonna be the same.. Even if i've already realized that non day it's gonna be happen, but i still have a hope to be the same...... It's time for me to wake up from a deeply sleeping... I kinda wake up now, but i do have to wash ma face and clean ma tooth to enjoy ma new world... I need more energies to keep walking on ma own way.. Since you never thought you are not gonna walk at the same way, i did decide not to walk on the same way too....

Thank for all of your flavor that gave to me.. I used to tell myself that it's enough to me for this LIFE... After you show me that you have already melted from my life, though i have to find another flavor to fulfill my losing..Also i know that i need more taste to fill in ma empty... Since i'm not really important for you anymore, then i have to walk away from this old world too.... But i want you to remember that I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET ALL OF YOU NO MATTER WHERE THIS WORLD BRING US TO... Enjoy ur life, dudes.. i dont wanna be ur shadow anymore...

(((you tell me that it's dangerous to keep in touch, so what i supposed to do?? I have no chioce.. Since u walk away, i do have to find my own way even if i know it's hard to find such a good friends like all of you....)))

AMAZING CAMBODIA

Once again, Adda- A Cambodian Singer, has written another amazing Song that was talked about how amazing Cambodia is... She did wrote it into two version, Khmer and English which y'all can find out this amazing job she has made!.... Here it is "Amazing Cambodia"....

My Life in University..... !

Everyone needs to learn at least 12 years before they attend their life in university. Yeah of course, life in high school is pretty happy. It might be because we all are still young. We might not care about anything else beside learning and sometime joking. We play with each other, teasing each other, pairing each other etc.. And those were things we mostly did in high school. So what???? The hard task coming.. It was when the final exam coming for the Grade 12 students which is the last year in high school.... Many students hope that their life in University must be at least easier than their real situation right now. Yeah... I did hope that way either. I hope that my life will be more easy than I used to be once I attend my life in university... And all I keep waiting for is enjoying my life peacefully in university....!

You know what??? How was my feeling at the first day in university?????? Wowowow.. Awesome... Sitting with a new friend, listening to what the professors said for the whole morning, made me feel like my life in university was totally different now....!

Yeah sure!! My life is pretty easy.... I didn't have to do homework, assignments as the other students in the different universities.... All I need to do is only reviewed and either memorized my lessons at home.... Wow life was truly better now... 

Ooopp...... Staring at the news-board which is just posted... "500 students will be selected to attend the 2nd year".. My heart started to beat damn fast..... 1500 students will be cut into 500 students... First time I faced with this kinda awful situation..... I started to imagine how my life will be in the next next year.......

Life started to change from that day.... I had to be a night owl every nights.. I need to stay awake till 2am or even 3pm.. Remember the day I stayed up late till 6am and got only one hours to slept before the class start, makes me feel like my life was in the hell... I seemed to fly while I was walking on that day.. I promised myself to never stay up that late again in my life... However, my engine kept running till 2 or 3am from day by day... As a result, I was selected among those 1500 students and yeah I got number 29.. I thought my life will be much easier once I became a 2nd year student... Things weren't the same as I expected... It changed from day by bay, time by time... I admitted that my life in university is pretty opposite from what I used to think when I was in high school..

I found myself so different right now as I become an illegal senior in the next 15 more days. I used to be the one who rarely hang out with my friends. The one who always keep trying to win myself have changed to the one who lack of trying.. It might be because I don't want to be a psycho students who have a problem with my neurons because of STUDY. That's why I spend sometime outside and don't really spend time with books... I feel so tired with my life right now.... But still I keep continue to walk on this hard way... I believe that I'll make my dream come true....! I really want my life in high school back so that I don't have to handle so many tasks in this life in university.. But things seem to be impossible... We couldn't turn the time back as we wanted... Only I have to do now is keep going no matter how hard it is.... Su su, Kimhour! You will be surely successful one day...!

OUR PARENTS IS OUR LIVES..........., BUT I WONDER WHY......?

You lie to your parents for your lover, but why not to your lover for your parents??? To marry your lover, you leave your parents, but why don't you leave your lover for your parents??? You ask your lover whether he/she has taken lunch on time.... But have you ever asked the same questions to your parents??? You leave all your bad habits for 1 promise to your lover, but why not after the repeated advice of your mum & dad?? You feel happy with your lover everytime you hang out with him/her, but why don't you happy everytime you going for awalk with your parents?? You call to your lover everyday to check what is she doing? But have you ever called to ask your parents whether they are now tired from their working life or not?

I wonder why????? Why don't you call only your lover to give you a help everytime you hurt both inside and outside? Why do you call only your parents???? Please.... I beg you all to please LUV YOUR PARENTS MORE THAN EVERYTHING ELSE BCOZ THEY LIVE ONLY 4 UUUUU...

My Unforgotten Birthday Last Year...

I Suddenly saw a picture of  the cake which my friends bought for me.... It makes me feel the way I feel happy at that day.... I totally miss that feeling... The feeling which I never had before..The feeling which I was finding pretty long....and This was the happiest moment in my LIFE.... Special thank to my friends, Kandy, Chetra, Kod, Srey neang that brought me such a nice memory... You guys were truly adding me such a nice taste in my LIFE!

My First Birthday CAKE......

Phnom Penh Sunset, Long Beach Sunrise.....

"Phnom Penh Sunset, Long Beach Sunrise" is an awesome song which were composed and sung by Adda feat Vuthny, Cambodian Singer,  in 2010...... This song gives Cambodians who live abroad such an amazing meaning!... It truly makes us missing our hometown where we were born..... I'd like to dedicate this song to all of the people around the world who live far away from their HOMETOWN, especially all of Cambodians around the world..... 

ស្រី(Girl)

I. ភ្លឺហើយ​​ មេឃនៅទីក្រុង Long Beach ធ្វើអោយខ្ញុំមិនភ្លេចគឺពេលថ្ងៃលិចនៅភ្នំពេញ​ បេះដូងស្រយុតស្រយ៉ុងសែនទោម្នេញថ្ងៃណាបានវិលវិញក្នុងចិត្តទន្ទេញចង់ជួបអ្នក....

II. ផ្លូវឆ្ងាយ​ 10 thousand miles far away, every night I pray អោយបានវិលវៃបានទៅផ្ទះ​ នឹកកូន នឹកបង នឹកប្អូន នឹកមិត្តភក្ក្រ​​​​​ ចង់អោយពេលខ្ញុំភ្ញាក់បានឃើញថ្ងៃរះដីស្រុកខ្មែរ​ ព្រោះពេលនេះអារម្មណ៍ខ្ញុំឯកា

R. ចង់ប្រាប់ថាស្រមៃ រាល់ពេលដេកដើរអង្គុយ រវើរវាយឃើញដើមត្នោតលៃ ឈររេរាំ សូមផ្ញើរចិត្តរលឹក ផ្ញើរបេះដូងទៅផង ខ្ញុំយំម្តងៗ ពេលនឹកឃើញភ្នំពេញថ្ងៃលិច Long Beach ថ្ងៃរះ...

ប្រុស(Boy)

III. So sad.. Get out of bed in the morning, I don't wanna imagine this huge, the one and only hometown, the precious land I was born in... Don't know when I can be back to you...Coz I'm lonelyyyy..... (I'm lonely too)

R. ចង់ប្រាប់ថាស្រមៃ រាល់ពេលដេកដើរអង្គុយ រវើរវាយឃើញដើមត្នោតលៃ ឈររេរាំ សូមផ្ញើរចិត្តរលឹក ផ្ញើរបេះដូងទៅផង ខ្ញុំយំម្តងៗ ពេលនឹកឃើញភ្នំពេញថ្ងៃលិច Long Beach ថ្ងៃរះ... Oh ohhhhh.....

Together : ចង់ប្រាប់ថាស្រមៃ រាល់ពេលដេកដើរអង្គុយ រវើរវាយឃើញដើមត្នោតលៃ ឈររេរាំ សូមផ្ញើរចិត្តរលឹក ផ្ញើរបេះដូងទៅផង ខ្ញុំយំម្តងៗ ពេលនឹកឃើញភ្នំពេញថ្ងៃលិច Long Beach ថ្ងៃរះ...

I Shouldn't Have Missed.......

Here is a diary which written by one of my friend...... It was an awesome trip which I shouldn't have missed.. Totally regret about this..But all I can do now is sitting and reading all everything that have happened to them during this trip.... Actually I have another one diary from another one friend... But I prefer this one just because the first one is pretty long....... Here you can enjoy reading with me........... 

                                                           

                                         THORK FAMILY HAPPY TRIP

It was almost noon and we still sit in the car on our way to find a good affordable guesthouse to stay a night. "Hey, how about this Peace Guesthouse?" Duck asked. "It looks okay, lets go ask the price" somebody replied. After asking the receptionist, we decided to check-in straight away as it was only $15 per night. We booked three rooms for all of us, room number 104, 105, 106. "Hey, the ladies should stay in the middle room, let us guys stay besides you :P" Theara said. "Alright, works for me!" I replied. Dropping our bags on the floor, doing our business in the restroom and getting ready to go buy some food at the market. "Crackkk!!" A moment later, there was a noise came from room 106. "What's that noise? What happened?" Leak asked. "The mirror dropped, and it's broken into pieces" Theara replied. "Oh snap! Breaking the mirror is never a good thing!!" I thought to myself but I didn't say anything, just hope everything will be just fine. Yeah everything will be fine.

Why my belly feels funny? I felt like something inside my stomach is having a little party with his friends and they make a lot of noise. No, nothing was in my stomach nor was there any party, it was a sign of me being hungry. I NEED lunch. I usually eat a lot at home; like day before the trip, I had two sandwiches and a plate of fried rice for breakfast :D But on a trip like this I shouldn't eat too much because I may end up needing to go to toilet. Anyways, we bought some fish, shrimps and small octopuses, all we need to do now is taking those to a small cook store to cook our food. While we were waiting for our food, there were two matured women having an orally fight with each other. Their voices were very loud, yelling to each other, it was too loud to understand what they were yelling about. So annoying -.-. I wanted to walk away because I really hate people fighting but I need my food to be done so all I could do was just ignore them.

Finally, we got our food for lunch. Yay? Lol :D We headed to the beach straight away after leaving the market. The view at the beach wasn't so nice as it was a little crowded, no not a little, we almost couldn't find a place to sit. But we did find one cottage to rent and you know what that means. EATING TIME :D There is a saying that "when you are very hungry, everything in your mouth tastes like paradise food" Haha It wasn't food from paradise as a matter of fact but it tasted quite delicious. "Can I have a little more of rice please?" requested by Yok. As I remember, it was like the 3rd plate already that he ate. Why skinny people eat more rice than food? No idea. Everybody ate so fast; especially, MEN and yes it is definitely including Tin Kolmen, one of the best eater in T-Family. Ever. We ate until there were no more food left. Of course, we kept some for Ee bech and Chakrya who were on their way by bus heading to meet us. No worries you two :P

Everybody was sleepy after being tired of eating Lol :P I was sleepy too, so I put my headset on and turned on my music playlist in my phone. We took a nap a little while until we decided to go change in order to swim and feel the big wave in the sea. After we've changed, I went to Cheata's place and asked her if she wanna go swim with, but she was still busy eating with her parents Lol so me and Srey Leak ran straight forward to the sea. Being in water and playing with the wave was really fun..! Until I figured out that my pants can see through -.- Oh crap! what am I gonna do? There're lots of guys around here. Luckily, my shirt was long enough to hide the area that guys aren't supposed to see :D All the guys came.. along with Cheata later on, we enjoyed playing with the big wave and the sand for about an hour until it's getting colder and colder so we decided to go back and change. We went back to the guesthouse and que up for getting bath. "Knock knock!" mmh.. who's knocking the door?. Ah Leak opened the door and THEY ARE HERE!! haha Yes,  it was Chakrya and Ee bech. They can finally make it and i'm so happy to see them :) Now we all can have a real rock'n roll party tonight! I lied. It's not going to be that rock'n roll, we'll just make some barbeque and joke around and take PICTURES! :D So it will be a lot of fun.

Chakrya was shaking because of hungriness, she didn't eat anything on the bus since noon. And the food that we kept for her was stolen by some bad kids there. Mmh damn it! So we hurried stew the beef that was made by Duck's grandma to make barbeque. Chakrya and Ee bech can finally eat and the beef of grandma was sooo tasty!! What did she put in the beef? I wondered. Everybody was having a good time, making fun of each other while eating and drinking at the same time was really fun along with the most delicious beef stewed I've ever eaten!

"Yes, mom I will take care of myself, don't worry! Oh there are 6 girls in total. [...] Alright, bye mom!" My mom called and reminded me a lot of things; especially, to watch out my properties. After talking to my mom, I put my phone back in my bag and walked back to where the barbeque was. With their small lamps, people started walking to the beach to look for baby crabs to say hi, but we couldn't find any of them since it was raining all day so the crabs probably won't come out. Everybody was having fun taking a lot of pictures of each other with a very nice camera of Gant while I was alone grilling the left small octopuses at our rented cottage until we wanted to go back to the guesthouse to do some other fun activities.

Oh my, why my bag is not as heavy as before? And why is it unzipped? I hurried put my hand in the bag and check. I realized that my phone wasn't in there. Did I just lose my phone? Oh no, this can't be happening! Everyone helped searching for it everywhere; at the beach, under the table and even in the trash. We couldn't find it, my phone was really gone. How am I going to tell my mom, she just reminded me a moment ago to watch out my properties. Scary thoughts came into my mind, things that I don't want to happen, happened. I was really upset thinking of how I am going to live my daily routine without my phone. My phone is like my best friend, we do pretty much everything and go everywhere together. We watch Youtube together, Facebook together and we even sleep together. Losing him is like losing something very important in my life. It's sad, very sad. It's like watching a Korean drama that the main actor has to die at the end or has to go to the place far far away from the main actress and never come back. That was how I felt at that moment :'(

After giving up searching for my phone, we got back to the guesthouse though I was still very upset. I took off my clothes and put on my pajama. We planned to talk about either funny stories or ghost stories until midnight because we thought that the chances of us spending a night together is rare so we didn't want to sleep and waste it. But we didn't even get to talk about any stories yet because Srey Leak got a stomach pain, I don't know if it was abdominal pain or whatsoever but she looked very serious! She couldn't even walk out off the toilet. She crawled out like a tired dog and didn't say a word. First, I thought she was just joking around and I asked if she was okay. Without a word came out from her mouth, she faced down and wrapped her arms around her tummy. I looked at her face and it was pale like a dead chicken. "This can't be good" I thought to myself and hurried to guys room to ask if they have some medicine to release her pain. "What kind of pain does she have? Diarrhea or what? Give this medicine to her, it's very effective even for explosive diarrhea." Duck said with a smiley face because he thought that it wouldn't be so serious. "I don't know exactly the pain is since she didn't say a word, I know only that her stomach is in pain. Go take a look at her with me!" I said to Duck. Everybody started going to my room and Leak was still lying on the floor. I started to feel scared thinking of what to do to make her alright. Cheata, a medical student, passed a pack of medicine to me while I was applying Preng Kjol on ah Leak's tummy. I think that medicine maybe belonged to Ee bech. Having no time, I unwrapped the medicine (Specma) and mixed it with water in a plastic cup. It was hard until I could finally make ah Leak drink the medicine. She was still unconscious and wasn't getting any better. We decided to take her to a closest clinic since the medicine didn't seem to help. Ah Vin carried her at first but she couldn't bare with ah Leak's heavy body, so ah Leak was being dropped on me. Bong Japan came and carried her to Tuk Tuk. Only Cheata, Ee bech, Duck and Hong went to accompany ah Leak at the clinic; the rest stayed at the guesthouse.

Why only bad things happened to us? First, I lost my best friend (my phone) and now my real friend is unconscious at a clinic? I didn't want to think about any weirdo superstition but in a situation like that, it just came into my mind automatically. My whole body was a little numb, my hands were cold and I started to have goosebumps all over my body thinking about "spirits". Remember the breaking mirror in room 106 this morning? It could be a sign telling us that bad things would possibly happen. Theara went to his room and did a little pray along with some chips for his room's spirit asking for ah Leak to get better and apologize if we ever did/say something wrong unintentionally. Chakry, ah Vin, and me went downstairs to buy cookie and water at a mini mart to do the same thing as Theara did but in the girl's room (105). We met Theara on the way to room 106. All of us 4 people put our hands together and start praying, Theara was the one who did the speaking, the rest just listen and Sompeas. While we were praying, I was really scared. I don't know if I got too scared but I felt like somebody was watching over us with angry expression. I didn't say a word and tried to think of something else because I really wanted to snap out of it! We done with the praying and we couldn't stay in that room because I guess not only me who scared, the other 3 might felt the same so we went to G Chay's room (104) instead.

Everyone in room 104 was playing card -.- Why they really like playing card? It doesn't even look fun! To me, playing card is just like people sitting in circle spending time looking at the symbols of the deck and decide which symbol should go attack the other player. Chakrya and I don't like playing card at all so we tried to find something else to do. Tin Kolmen suggested us to watch movie from his laptop and none of the movies in his laptop seemed to be interesting, he even wanted us to watch ghost movie! Jesus -.- We didn't know what to do and got bored so we decided to go back in our room (105). The spirit probably finished the cookie already by now, I thought to myself. But the feeling of being scared didn't go away yet so we asked Theara to go accompany us. But when we got into the room, Theara wasn't the one who accompanied us, it was the other way around. He said that he would just lay down somewhere on the bed and watch TV together, but he suddenly fell asleep right after he lay down. Oh well, there was nothing we could do but sleep for a little while.

It was midnight when they came back. Ee bech, Cheata, Duck and Hong came into our room along with the patient (ah leak). Ah Leak looked a little better, not as pale as before and that's a good thing. The doctor said that she got food sick and told her to be more careful before putting anything into her mouth. I felt relieved when I saw them back in our room and the scary feelings of mine went away too. She had some porridge before bed to gain back some energy after had been vomiting at the clinic. Everyone got on the bed and we still didn't want to waste our night together so Ee bech called Theara to come back to talk about ghost stories. Ee bech and Theara's stories were pretty scary. Trust me, you don't wanna know about it. But with five people around me, I didn't feel that scared as I was when ah Leak was unconscious. It was getting late and the stories got scarier so we decided to sleep right after Theara went back to his room. When I was about to fall into a deep sleep, I heard crying voice of a kid came from the outside and I wondered whose kid would that be crying in the middle of the night. I didn't notice anything, just went back to my sleep.

Six people sharing two small beds was quite interesting experience. I couldn't even move left to right, right to left, all I could do was just sleep still like a chopstick Lol I think I heard some strange noise came from my right, sounded like two metal things touching each other. I opened my sleepy eyes and saw Ee bech sleeping with her head turning to me. The noise probably came from her mouth, Lol yes she was grinding her teeth. Haha she never told me that she has a sleeping disorder before. It's pretty funny. I went back to sleep and the next thing I know was the new day has started already. When I woke up, I asked if anybody did hear a crying voice of a kid last night but nobody seemed to know what I was talking about. I started to feel nervous again. Why was I the only one who heard it? Was I dreamy? I hope I was really dreamy.

After having breakfast at Phsar Ler, we wanted to go take pictures at the new bridge that was just built but we weren't allowed to go inside and it was raining hard too, so we decided to go have lunch at Pich Nil and go visit Ampe Phnom on the way instead. We didn't do anything much at Ampe Phnom but just take pictures at the RomYol Bridge. And we headed straight back to Phnom Penh right after that.

Mmh, what should I say about this trip when it comes to conclusion? I guess I have to be more careful next time I go on a trip with friends. And never bring expensive phones or any kind of properties (even expensive shoes) along with me. Plus, never want to talk about ghost stories at night. Well, lesson's learned, I will not make such things happen again. Thanks for reading, have a nice day!

Is It Wrong To Love Someone?????? ស្រលាញ់មនុស្សម្នាក់ខុសដែល??

Another Favorite Song, sung By Cambodian Singer, NIKO.. I did post an English subtitle below this video which you all can sing follow him... It's not a nice translation lyrics comparing to the original Khmer song, but it's acceptable, i guess..:D

I. Cause I scare to lose, so I don't say " I Love You ". Never knew you will hate or change even a friend, but today I really can't control my mind to tell you.... tell you that I'm falling into you..

II. Do you angry or hate me? Why you finish like that? I'm lonely, my heart break, sitting and drop my tear. I knew it's not gonna work, but it's hurt to fall in love, left my tear with a big pain in my heart......

III. Where are you now I am crying? Sad feeling because of you... No more feeling in my heart.. I am a stupid person. Does it wrong only love you? Why you still don't understand? is it wrong to love someone like you???

Sing II, III, III

*** If it's wrong to love you, I am sorry

TELL ME WHY????

WHY?

In my dreams, Children sing
A song of love for every boy and girl
The sky is blue, the fields are green
And laughter is the language of the world
Then I wake and all I see is a world full of people in need

Tell me why,(why) does it have to be like this
Tell me why, (why) is there something I have missed
Tell me why, (why) cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why

Every day, I ask myself
what will I have to do to be a man
Do I have, to stand and fight
To prove to everybody who I am
Is that what my life is for?
To waste in a world full of war

Tell me why, (why) does it have to be like this
Tell me why, (why) is there something I have missed
Tell me why,(why) cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why (Tell me why)
Tell me why (Tell me why)
Tell me why (Tell me why)
Just tell me why (why, why, why)

Tell me why, (why) does it have to be like this
Tell me why, (why) is there something I have missed
Tell me why, (why) cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why (Why why, does the tigers run?)
Tell me why (Why why, do we shoot the gun?)
Tell me why (Why why, do we never learn?)Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
Can someone tell us why we let the forests burn

(why why do we say we care?) tell me why
(why why do we stand and stare?) tell me why
(why why do the dolphins cry?) tell me why
can someone tell us why we let the ocean die

(why why if we're all the same?) tell me why
(why why do we pass the blame?) tell me why
(why why does it never end?)
can someone tell us why we cannot just be friends

(why why do we close our eyes?)
(why why do we really lie?)
(why why do we fight for land?)
can someone tell us why cause we don't understand

why why?

Back to my HOMETOWN.. A REAL LIFE's Journey

It's now 8:23am and I'm now writing this note while I am now sitting on the bus on the way back to my hometown.. Feel pretty lonely sitting next to people we don't really recognize and every times we see each other, we just only smile.... Got up at 6:30am, I totally felt dizzy and then I rushed in doing my morning job( I learn this expression from my USA friend ) because the bus will be leave at 7:00am... Gosh... What's a rush! I was just forgot to put the alarm clock to wake me up... Alright, I arrived at the bus station while the bus was about to leave Phnom Penh, the capital city of Cambodia, to my hometown. There have no much changing on the way back home... What I'm seeing is just like what I used to see.. The green color of RICES field, many trees row along the road especially the most beautiful view of the field with so many palm trees and mountains.. I'm starting to open the window and try to absorb the natural wind which I rarely do it. The field view with the natural wind are truly make me feel so relax.. Ah I'm now arriving on the first bridge in the middle way... I notice that the water is raising up.. And its flowing speed is truly fast........ I'm starting to think back to the last 3 years which it was flooded... Everything were destroyed... The houses, pagodas, field, and everything...! Suddenly, the driver turn on the radio with the news channel.... What's a relief! They said that the water is now decrease... I don't really worry now.... I truly enjoy with the nature.. I am right now feel like I'm lacking of something to fulfill my happiness. Ah.... Music... I don't care whether the driver turn on or off the radio. I want to listen to my favorite songs. Here I am! Where is my headset? I'm looking round and round in my bag. But still I couldn't find it... Where is it? I whispered.. Where the hell is it ? I keep saying those words..! Goshhhh.. It's in my pocket... I found it now and I am now closing my eyes with my favorites songssss.....

My writing was ended up here when I fell into a sleep... I really didn't know when did I sleep?????? It's now 9am. And i am now just waking up from my sleep...:D Also, I am now trying to continue my writing here to finish it... I am now almost arriving my hometown.. And I'd like to end this writing up right now... This is truly make me feel such a big relax once I back to my hometown.... Will keep updating for you..! Enjoy..!

ANGKOR WAT, CAMBODIA, THE KINGDOM OF WONDER

The Angkor Wat temple is a collection of more than 100 temples at Angkor, Cambodia. It is the one of the most religious and spiritual places in the world with stunning and gorgeous architecture.

This ancient temple belongs to the age of Khmer Empire, built for King Suryavarman II in the early 12th century as his state temple and capital city. It is the largest and best preserved significant temple of Hindus dedicated to Lord Vishnu.

The Angkor Wat Temple has two basic plans of Khmer temple architecture. They are the temple mountain and the galleried temples. This temple is designed to represent Mount Meru which is the home of the gods in Hindu mythology. There are three rectangular galleries, each raised above the next. A quincunx of towers stands at the centre of the temple. The designs are made from sandstone with bricks to create extraordinary art work. Being oriented to the west, the temple is admired for its grandeur and harmony of the architecture, its extensive bas-reliefs and numerous devatas adorning its walls. The whole city of Angkor has declared as the UNESCO world Heritage site in 1992.

Location

The Angkor Wat Temple is situated at 6 km from the north of the Siemreab town, in the northwestern Cambodia, Southeast Asia.

Historical Importance

Angkor Wat temple was built in 12th century between 802 and 1220 AD by Khmer civilization for Suryavarman II King. The temple was earlier known as the Vrah, Vishnulok after the presiding deity.  The place of Angkor was sacked by the Chams, the traditional enemies of the Khmer in 1177. Later, the empire was restored by a new king, Jayavarman VII, who established a new capital and state temple called the Angkor Thom and the Bayon respectively a few kilometres to the north.

Between 14th and 15th century, the temple was converted to Theravada Buddhist use which remains the same till today.  In 16th century the Angkor Wat temple was neglected and its moat also provided some protection from encroachment by the jungle. By this time the temple was known as Preah Pisnulok. The modern name, Angkor means "City Temple". One of the first Western visitors to the temple was Antonio da Magdalena, a Portuguese monk who visited the temple in 1586. The Angkor temple was brought to the world’s attention by the French explorer Henri Mouhot in 1860.

Nearby Attractions

Bakheng Hill

Close to Angkor Wat lies the Bakeng Hill which is meant to resemble Mount Meru, the center of the earth in the Hindu cosmology. It is a great spot for sunrise or sunset viewing and becomes heavily crowded in high season.

Bayon 
The Bayon is the centerpiece of the larger Angkor Thom city, and it has classic carved faces. It is a Buddhist temple built under the reign of prolific Jayavarman VII. As the temple was built atop a previous Hindu site, it adheres to Hindu cosmology.

Vimean Akhar

The "Palace of Air" or Vimean Akhar is a royal place built by three successive kings, Jayavarman II and V as well as Suryavarman I, over a period of time from 944 to 1045. This Hindu temple is dedicated to Shiva and is some 12m (40 feet) high with three levels. Each of the three levels represents one of the kings who helped build it.

Terrace of the Leper King

Built by Jayavarman, the terrace of the Leper King is the northern half of a long north-south shelf which was used as a main viewing stage for the king and his entourage to watch elaborate shows in the open area out front.

Elephant Terrace 

This terrace is situated to the south end Leper King Terrace and has elaborate designs of elephants, whose trunks make decorative columns.

Preah Khan 

Built by Jayavarman VII in 1191, it is referred as the Sacred Sword. It is believed that this was where Jayavarman called home during the building of the Bayon.

Ta Prohm 

This temple is located in the jungle foliage. Ta Prohm is a favorite place covered with the Khmer Spoong tree which is something like a banyan tree.

Ta Kaeo

Ta Kaeo temple was never completed and according to the legend, the temple was struck by lightning during its construction, and all work was abandoned at a stage where the main structure was complete, but no adornment had been added.

Banteay Kdei 

It is the first temple built by Jayavarman VII in 1181, just opposite the large Sra Serang Reservoir, a lovely lily pond that is 300 by 700m and surrounded by sandstone steps of Khmer Vintage.

                       ANGKOR WAT, CAMBODIA

Visit Cambodia, you will find out what is the REAL happiness...:)

" The Journey of My Life "

Life is not really easy as some people said. Once you decided to walk on it, you have to have such a high responsibility. My life is now more harder than I used to imagine..... I have chosen a way to walk which I always thought that I can accurately handle it. I seemed to be so confident on my first decision. I always told myself that I could do it no matter what. Time walk fast damn fast. From year to year, I started to see so many things run into my life. Not  only a happy things involved into my life , but also a lot of awful things that I never expected to happen happened step by step. I don't know where I get an envy feeling from. I envy my friends every times I saw them successful. I of course feel so happy once I see them smile, but those happiness started to ask me WHY? Why they can, but I can't. I asked myself every time I saw them successful. It might be thousand, ten thousand or might be million times already that I have asked myself with the same question. Reading one note of my best High School friend,  "Moments of mine/ 3 things 2 say through 1 word TCMF" has made me find a true answer of those uncountable Questions in my life....He tried pretty hard in his life's path. Back to myself, I truly do nothing important for my life. I was suddenly feel like I was just a useless person. Truly, I was just lacking of TRYING. I am now speechless on how to captain my ship.... I know my own destination, but I really don't know how to reach it. I told myself uncountable time to keep trying till the end of my life, but those weaknesses keep pushing me down and down....... My life is now getting stuck in the middle way..... I don't know what to do, where to go, how to solve, and when I reach my real dream.... I have just stepped to a half step of my life... My real journey is not really happen yet.... My life right now is just a fake journey to always make me less of confident. And now I started to know that my roots are truly weak......What I can do now is hoping once day I can see my real smile from my real HEART <3.....

My Passion of LOVING You

"The function I discovered can help astronomers to work out the life cycle of the sun. There's 7 billion years left, then the sun will blow up and explode. In other words, the earth will end up in 7 billion years. 

Rational thinking has helped me to solve a lot of difficult problem in science. Ever since I was a kid, I've thought that everything in the world can be analyzed and calculated rationally, but today I want to tell everybody that I've overturned all my thought before. So long as you've experienced LOVE and BEING LOVE, you will know the most precious thing can only felt and experienced in your heart. There won't be any formula. Loving someone will give you sleepless nights. Losing someone you love, the world will become dark and silent. I was obstinate before. 

I lost my beloved girlfriend. We met for the last time in Australia. That night, I felt alone. I went to the riverside. I looked at the stars in the sky. I thought if God allowed me to get back together with her again.... If there's really incarnation. If we can love each other forever and ever. But I can only love her 7 billion years more. Seriously, it was just my silly thought only. 

Is there anyone here who call tell whether it's possible for me to make a time machine during my lifetime so that I can go back to the past and start all over again and....love her.....once again???????????"

Professor Kingsley( Raymond Lam)'s speech in a movie "The Mysteries of LOVE".

WHAT SHOULD YOU DO WHEN YOU MEET A FOREIGNER??

Everyone who meet a foreigner might feel like they wanna talk to them in order to welcome. But language are the big barrier in this hesitation. They might feel no confident to whether what question should they ask. As we all know, some foreigners might not reply us back as we are a stranger. But these tips below will guide you to how you can make your conversation become fluent.. And here are the Questions you should ask them on your first meet:

1/ Where are you from?
2/ How long have you been in......... ( Put Your Country )?
3/ Have you ever come to.......( Put Your Country ) before?
4/ How is......( Put Your Country ) for you?
5/ Where were you before you came to....( Put Your Country )?
6/ How long are you going to stay here?
7/ Have you been up to.....( Put the Name of the Most Tourist Attraction Place in Your Country) yet?
8/ Have you been anywhere else beside....( Put Your Right Now Location )?

!ATTENTION:  Do not ask them about their personal life such as Age, Occupation, Status, especially Salary.

*NOTE: These are Tips for only Asia Countries. But if you are not Asia, you can also use these tips because this is the only way to how you can make them feel warming & Inspiring. And please lets me know if it works for you...:)

IMAGINE..........

What if I imagine to change my world???????? However, this is just a DREAM........

Here is the lyric:

Imagine there's no Heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one 

The Most Beautiful Song Ever...

This song keep me walking on my hard road no matter i realize that there are so many things happen to me day by day! I don't know what did they put in this song, but whenever i listen to it, i just feel like life always have hope. You fall today, but you can always stand up tomorrow. Once you have hope, world always smile to you. Today we can't do it, but doesn't mean tomorrow we still can't do it.. This is my favorite song ever after! AND NO MATTER WHERE I GO, IT'LL ALWAYS BE WITH ME....KISS THE RAIN

The Most Dangerious Social Networking

When you feel like you are getting too mux stress, you'll start to find something to release yours.. But where?? You might go on with ur phone or PC, and started to type www.facebook.com and then log in to ur account... Yeah, this new social networking can totally make u forget everything... You forget your stress, u don't wanna do anything and every troubles will be melt itself... Once you started to play it, all of the works u have done might be accurately hide.... Even though, you are going to have a final exam soon, but whenever you are there you might have no feel to review your lessons anymore... Then you come to realize that you are so useless! Yeah of course it makes everyone started to smile, to laugh and happy alone.. Sometime their parents might think that their child are stupid by laughing alone as well as smile without any reason.. Facebook is truly change people personality. Not only personality is changed, but also their lifestyle. For example like A girl who used to wear such a messy clothes with an ugly face, never care about their beauty, but once she has a facebook account, yeah.. She started to know how to make herself look more beautiful. She wears a fashion clothes. She learns how to make up herself.. Yeah even if using perfume... And yeah from day tby day, she updates her profile with such a cuter n cuter photos. The only reason is to get an interested... Nah, not only girls but boys also. Day by day, people seem all being handsome n handsome by just updating themselves to be a cute man. The only reason is to make those cutes girl interested in them.. They show girls their muscular by taking a pictures and make it as their profile picture... So all in all they are just need an interested.. Facebook can actually make people happy, hide their stress, but they will come to realize that more than billion stresses will come next after they started to type www.facebook.com.......

I'M BACK WITH A NEW "ME"

I dont really care with the other gossip.. I feel satisfy with what i am doing. Do whatever i think it's right to me. Don't try to beat me Dude...... and also you can't beat me bcoz i don't really get into your beating. I just do what i have to do. I don't need your beat to improve ma ability. I kinda know clear about my own ability and also i could find many ways to improve myself. Please stop think of beating me. Do whatever you wanna do......No need to care about me.... I can do it by myself without your beating......That's just the first thing about me. It was all about ma concerned.

Lets back to ma background.Well, i am originally from Kompong Cham , Cambodia. I've changed ma life to Phnom Penh since i was 13 years old.Started class at the 8 grade in Bak Touk High School, felt like i was the  weakest in the class. I really didn't have any confident to keep challenge with the other student in Phnom Penh. That's the main point that pushed me and also gave me the confident to get once result that i never thought i can be like today. Feel like i didn't do ma best in every works that i've done. But no matter how it was, I keep telling myself that i have to do it even if i don't know how to do it. I can prove myself because i always think that"Everything are always started from ZERO". I am a trying person. I rarely give up on doing something even if i know how struggling it was. Always keep the word TRY in ma mind. It's might be because i was affected by ma parents and also ma AUNT who keep trying since they have nothing in their hands. I know i am not good enough to get what i want. But i keep doing something for it even if i know that i can't have it. Ma hope is always stay with something that i want. At least i know that i can do something for it.

I am the one who really love ma FRIENDS. I deeply get into them no matter how new and old they are. I don't really care what they think about me. Only one thing i can do is making them smile. I'll smile if they smile.......

I might be easy to cheat. But i'm not really fool to believe your cheating.I have the same gram as all of you guy's brain. So i can think well and can also find out which one is right n which one is wrong  before i were cheated by someone. And Please don't wish to cheat me.

There are much more about me. If you wanna know more, don't be hesitate to text a message and ask me. I'll told you what i can...

Je ne m'inquiète pas vraiment avec l'autre bavardage. Je me sens pour satisfaire avec ce que je fais. Faites celui que je pense qu'il m'est exact. N'essayez pas de me battre ...... et vous ne pouvez pas aussi me battre parce que je n'entre pas vraiment dans votre battement. Je fais juste ce que je dois faire. Je n'ai pas besoin de votre battement pour améliorer ma capacité. Je sais un peu clairement ma propre capacité et je pourrais trouver beaucoup de moyens de s'améliorer aussi. arrêtez pensent à me battre. Faites celui que vous vouliez faire ...... aucun besoin d’inquiéter de moi…. Je peux le faire par moi-même sans votre battement ...... c’est juste la première chose de moi. Il était tout au sujet de mon intéressé.

Laissez-nous de nouveau à mon fond. Bien, je suis à l'origine de province de Kompong Cham, Cambodge. J'ai changé ma vie en Phnom Penh depuis que j'étais 13ans. Commencé mon classe à grade 8 dans le lycée de Bak Touk, feutre comme j'étais le plus faible dans la classe. Je vraiment n'ai pas eu confiant pour maintenir le défi avec l'autre étudiant dans Phnom Penh. C'est la question principale qui m'a poussé et m'a donné  aussi le confiant pour obtenir une fois le résultat que je n'ai jamais pensé que je peux être comme aujourd'hui. Sentez comme je ne faisais pas mon meilleur dans le chaque les travaux que j'ai effectués. Mais n'importe comment il était, je continue me dire que je dois le faire même si je ne sais pas le faire. Je peux me prouver parce que je pense toujours que " tout sont toujours commencés à partir de ZÉRO". Je suis une personne  d’essai J'abandonne rarement sur faire quelque chose même si je sais dur elle était.. Maintenez toujours le mot ESSAI dans mon esprit. Il est pourrait être parce que j'ai été affecté par mes parents et ma TANTE qui continuent à essayer puisqu'ils n'ont rien dans des leurs mains. Je me connais que je ne suis pas assez bon pour obtenir ce que je veux.. Mais je continue à faire quelque chose pour elle même si je sais que je ne peux pas l'avoir. Mon espoir est toujours séjour avec quelque chose que je veux. Au moins je sais que je peux faire quelque chose pour elle.

Je suis la personne qui aiment vraiment mes AMIS. J'entre profondément dans eux n'importe comment nouveau et vieux ils sont. Je ne m'inquiète pas vraiment ce qu'ils pensent de moi. Seulement une chose que je peux faire est les fait sourire. Je sourirai s'ils sourient .......

Il pourrait être facile me tricher. Mais je ne fou pas pour croire votre tricher. J'ai le même gramme de cerveau que vous . Ainsi je peux penser bien et peux également découvrir lesquels est bon n lesquels est erroné avant que j'aie été triché par quelqu'un. Et svp ne souhaitez pas me tricher.

Il y a beaucoup plus au sujet de moi. Si vous voulez savoir plus, ne soyez pas hésitent au texte un message et me demandent. Je vous ai dit ce que je peux…