Have you ever caught yourself thinking " I hate myself "???? Of course everyone has somehow..... There are so many reasons why people keep saying those 3 words... It can be when they say something wrong at the wrong time.... and it can be either when they were rejected.... I did have either... So what I hate the most about myself????? and why????
Being cheated is the most thing I hate the most.... I used to have that kind of experience since I was in grade 7 in high school... I was cheated by one of my close friend... Well, yeah... I did promise myself that I will never copied this kind of action! and I will hate them forever.....!...... Of course day by day, year by year... I met so many kind of people... but yeah, I did have to reject those who favorably cheat as always..... This could be count as the most awkward moment I hate the most in my life...... BUT, I just realized that I did break my promise since the first.... Do you know what is it?????? Hmmmmm.... Yeah, of course I was cheated again by someone I trust the most in my life..... He is no one ,but MYSELF! This is why I said I did betrayed what I promised myself.. It only just because I never felt like I hate myself as I did right now...........and it accurately opposite to what I promised... I feel so ashamed for what I have done to myself.... I should have waken up from this lying or cheating now... I should have realized my own mistakes so that the world will possibly give me another chance to re-walk on the road I am walking now........To sump up, cheating my own is the reason why I hate myself..... I wish I could change this stupid habit so that I won't feel guilty anymore....:(((
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